Sorry, this journal has no interesting arts. Just a warning.


So, I just stumbled across one of my friend's livejournals.... and I just don't have the courage to just tell her, "Hey, lord knows how I ended up here, but I just spent the last half hour reading your deepest thoughts! Can I watch you?!" ;A; I am such a wimp.

But, I mean, she, by that I mean her journals, really got me to thinking. I LOVE my life. I seriously could not ask for anything better. I have the BEST friends, BEST family, BEST ughh everything ;A; and I really, ugh I think I'm in tears. I really absolutely thank each and everyone one of you for everything. I love you.
And, although life is hard, and I'm not ALWAYS on top of things. And I get stressed out way to fucking much for my own good. I really couldn't be happier. 
I'll be moving away from my family this fall. I haven't really thought about it, but it will be a really big change, and... I think I'm ready. I obviously have more in life to learn, and I wanna just get out there and learn it. and be happy. and live my life. and ahhhhhh fuck everything! I'm going to Japan ASAP and finding the hottest boy and fucking him. okay scratch that. I don't have the guts to do that but hahahhaa oh god I think I'm high or something. 


Uhgh I'm totally going to regret this journal but. it is how I feel. I love you guys <3 Thanks for sticking with me!
/sappy corny sappy end


In a way it's making me crazy,
in the sense that it's making me stronger.
A likely chance, and it's probably proven.
In the end we'll all walk away.
-Ten Cent Blues, Eisley

<3 Sophie